Terrible Weather!

This morning….

I walked to MRT ….I sweat.

Train came and I managed to rush in (thank God), found a place to stand but it was a BAD choice to choose to stand there lor, becos the sun keep shining at me thru out the trip(no wonder I am called Shine. Ha)….. Anw, I sweat again.

MRT train like NO air con one lor… Until I gotta blow at my self to get some cool air. (Don’t ask me how I do it, but I just did it, HEE)

Minutes later…. More sweat.

THEN… got this man, he was standing just behind me(back to back), but in order to let more ppl come in, he moved back (which means moved nearer to my back), and his back touched my back!

Alrdy I was sweating like crazy and trying very hard to cool myself down, he still move so much behind until his back touched mine! The thingy is….. he was sweating like MAD and his shirt was ¾-ly WET! So his shirt sticks to my top (which was also a little wet by then).
Can you imagine?? Wet top meet wet shirt…….


Oh gosh… so gross…….


I moved to the side a little but thru out the whole trip, he keep shifting his position (maybe wanna let others have more space to stand bah) and his wet back keep touching mine lor.. Faint.

In total I shifted 4 positions in order to avoid his back.

When I reached commonwealth, I was still sweating like crazy. He alighted by then, phew. :I

Then suddenly feel got water dripping down the side of my right face…. It was my sweat dripping!

Let me tell you, I seldom sweat until so crazy, but recently’s weather is killing me softly liaoz.


BERYYYYY HOT AH!

Still faithful?

Heard this recently and thought that its really true.

"Many are called, few are chosen, but fewer remain faithful."

In the past, many yearn to be CGL, to serve Him and grow CG. It is just this simple dream that they have, that drives them.

Nowadays, ppl dont want to be a leader in the KOG anymore. Maybe commitments, maybe no faith, maybe stressful, maybe they dont think this will benefit them at all. Just hearing all these reasons can sadden me, let alone God.

Or maybe those called and chosen are no longer that faithful anymore.

An ex-cgl used to have so much faith and vision to do God's work. However this person isnt good at admin. So not long after being a cgl, this person came and tell me that he/she wants to step down. I was shocked and asked for reasons. Reason:" Not good at admin work."

This person stepped down in the end. I was quite sad by his/her action and decision. In my heart (then), i looked down on him/her. I also learnt sth : NEVER TAKE YOUR CALLING FOR GRANTED. Never. Its from God and how can you say that its becos of admin that you decide not to serve Him anymore? I couldnt understand at all.

Now, i have repented that i have once looked down on this person and no longer think this way, but this has since become a valuable lesson for me personally.

God didnt called you to be the Best Admin Person ever, He didnt call you becos of your admin talents, He called you becos he sees that willing heart. But where is this willing heart now?

So how many will remain faithful?

On a normal Church service and a normal CGM, can you still fervently praise and really w0rship the Lord, even tho you have had a hard day at work, in school, or are going thru a rough patch in your r/s with your frens, family or loved ones. When you are sick and not feeling well, how do you praise the Lord?Tat no matter what happened, you will still offer the sacrifice of praise and worship to God becos He is worthy.

Even after the limelights go off, after many hyped up activities and events(SOT, Emerge, AC, etc) pass you by, will you still be on fire for the Lord. Will you still be faithful and full of faith?

D.I.S.C.

Today i went for a short course to learn how to handle difficult people.

There was a D.I.S.C Test that we need to complete.

Actually i have done this test when i was in Sec 2 (i think la), which was just 2 years ago. (GRIN)

Then my results were:

1st) I
2nd) S
3th) D & C (same result)

15 yrs later... err i mean TWO yrs later, which was just today, my results:

1st) I
2nd) S & C
3th) D

As you can see, i can never really be very D. haha, its just NOT me lah...
But as you can also see, i am getting to be more and more C. Wooo... i used to get turned off by D and C ppl and now i have more C?? Oh gosh....

I think i am being trained to be more C bah. Still, i am not VERY VERY C lah.. just that i like things to be done in a more systematic and orderly way. keke....

But anyhow, my trainer said that i am assertive, which means that i will want to have a win-win situation as much as can. TRUE. I never like conflicts and arguments. PEACE & harmony is THE word. hahaha...


By the way, if you dont know whats D.I.S.C, here's the explanation. :)


D - Dominance - Decisive, tough, strong-willed, competitive, demanding, independent.

I - Influence - Sociable, talkative, open, energetic, flamboyant.

S - Steadiness - Calm, steady, careful, patient, modest, good listener, trustworthy, stubborn.

C - Conscientiousness - Precise, follow rules, careful, logical, disicplined, withdrawn, shy.

So, whats yours..... :)

Maybe i should....

..... give up.

Too many efforts put in, too little care and concerns.

Its not reciprocated.

Maybe i am silly to hold on to this.

Time and time again......

Very tired...

Maybe there really isnt any

_ _ _ _ _ _ _

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Maybe i should just give up.

Recents (again)

Something interesting that i saw on SG's public Transport recently.


#1: Very inconsiderate passenger
He thinks the whole hand railing is his. When i purposely force my hand in, he stood straight a little, turn and look at me. I looked back at him (acting innocent, like "Why are you looking at me?"). Then he continued to rest his body ON my fingers. GOOD JOB UNCLE, GOOD JOB. So no choice, cos painful, i withdraw my crushed fingers and decided to take this picture. Very INCONSIDERATE. Good Job UNCLE.




#2: Amazing!
I found this on SBS bus 157! Interesting right? Its actually an advert by Nokia on their N series phone that can play some cool music, so the whole feeling is like you are in a pub, but acty you are travelling on a bus! Haha.. interesting!