He says:
"Ask and it shall be given, Seek and you shall find, knock and it will be opened up for you.
You shall be the head and not the tail...
Do not hide your talent, but use it to the fullest that you can.
I am not just a God, but an extrordinary God. So, my children shall do extraordinary things.
Its not abt skills, its abt how close we are, how far we go can in this relationship, how much you obey & sacrifice for Me, how well you run this race. Its abt how much time we spent together. "
His thoughts are so much higher than mine, so why should i presume that THIS is it??
He has given me a talent, and i should use that talent to the best of my ability. No hiding, no burying.....
So,
DEVIL, get thee behind me in Jesus' name!
Amen. :)
Friday, September 19, 2008
from the devil himself......
he says:
"You have the talent, but its redundant, so why use it, may as well just be a normal cgl, a good wife and a future good mother.
There is no need for you to fight your way thru your destiny. God may have given you a great destiny but there are so many others that have the same talent as well, so why fight for it. Just be normal. Stay average.
You CANT do it alone, so if there is no one else joining you, forget it gal. You cant do it well, alone.
Its abt SKILLS remember? Thats why you learnt so much. Its abt the surface, abt how the whole band sounds, abt who sang out, who was flat. Its the skills that you should be concern abt.
You CANT grow, so why still fight?? No pt.
Yes, you should be jealous, and if you want to fight, fight to let others see how well you are, how capable you can be.
See how left out you are now? Others are doing so well now, but you? ..........
So,
BURY that talent and just be a NORMAL, average christian lah. "
Must be a Singaporean devil. ops....
"You have the talent, but its redundant, so why use it, may as well just be a normal cgl, a good wife and a future good mother.
There is no need for you to fight your way thru your destiny. God may have given you a great destiny but there are so many others that have the same talent as well, so why fight for it. Just be normal. Stay average.
You CANT do it alone, so if there is no one else joining you, forget it gal. You cant do it well, alone.
Its abt SKILLS remember? Thats why you learnt so much. Its abt the surface, abt how the whole band sounds, abt who sang out, who was flat. Its the skills that you should be concern abt.
You CANT grow, so why still fight?? No pt.
Yes, you should be jealous, and if you want to fight, fight to let others see how well you are, how capable you can be.
See how left out you are now? Others are doing so well now, but you? ..........
So,
BURY that talent and just be a NORMAL, average christian lah. "
Must be a Singaporean devil. ops....
Saturday, September 6, 2008
why am i so hurt?
Why am i so hurt? Why do i feel so sad? Why is my heart so painful?
I have spoken to him, i have prayed for/with him, i have encouraged him, i want to listen to him,
BUT...
he doesnt want to tell me, he refused to answer my sms, he refused to really talk to me, he refused to tell me anything.
I can only guess, but will my guessing go anywhere?
He didnt even say 'Bye' that day.
I see him saved, disciple him, rise him up, but why?
Just cos of failures? cos of valleys in life? cos of disappointments? of cos of ego and pride?
i almost cried when i tot he is 'leaving'.
i cant imgaine if he ever 'leaves'....
Sigh, really HURTS me to see him like this. So painful.. so so painful.
.........
I have spoken to him, i have prayed for/with him, i have encouraged him, i want to listen to him,
BUT...
he doesnt want to tell me, he refused to answer my sms, he refused to really talk to me, he refused to tell me anything.
I can only guess, but will my guessing go anywhere?
He didnt even say 'Bye' that day.
I see him saved, disciple him, rise him up, but why?
Just cos of failures? cos of valleys in life? cos of disappointments? of cos of ego and pride?
i almost cried when i tot he is 'leaving'.
i cant imgaine if he ever 'leaves'....
Sigh, really HURTS me to see him like this. So painful.. so so painful.
.........
not satisfied (pt 2)
I learnt that its NEVER really abt the skills, its never really abt the appearance, neither is it abt how you dress.
Its abt the time you spent with Him, those time you gone thru a rough patch but still you hang on there, knowing that your King will come to save you.
Its abt those nights when you were far too discouraged to go anywhere, except seeking Him, and He leads you to higher grounds, to your destiny.
I learnt that its never abt the surface in the KOG, its abt flow, abt His presence. I need to be more C, more D. :I
I dont want to depend on my own ability becos its never going to go anywhere in His kingdom.
I want to depend on HS, always depending on Him. Alongside with Him. :)
Its abt the time you spent with Him, those time you gone thru a rough patch but still you hang on there, knowing that your King will come to save you.
Its abt those nights when you were far too discouraged to go anywhere, except seeking Him, and He leads you to higher grounds, to your destiny.
I learnt that its never abt the surface in the KOG, its abt flow, abt His presence. I need to be more C, more D. :I
I dont want to depend on my own ability becos its never going to go anywhere in His kingdom.
I want to depend on HS, always depending on Him. Alongside with Him. :)
not satisfied...
Yes, i am not satisfied with where i am at all. I could have done more. I should have done more. I need to do MORE.
I am afraid of losing it. I dont wanna take it for granted. I wanna work for it.
But i feel that i am losing it somehow.
I asked him that question : Will we know if we lose it??
I am scared and i worried that one day, He will take it away from me.
God, pls dont.
I am afraid of losing it. I dont wanna take it for granted. I wanna work for it.
But i feel that i am losing it somehow.
I asked him that question : Will we know if we lose it??
I am scared and i worried that one day, He will take it away from me.
God, pls dont.
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