1st Loss : Loss of concentration. Well, after having to stay up for 2 consecutuve nights til morning then you go back to 'bee' for a while.. of course will lose that normal level of concentration la.. Hubby cant concetrate much, neither can I. Just know that its CNY. Seeing everyone dressing up and going to 'bai nian' but yet the Wong family cant.. this kind of feeling is really very 'weird' haha.. After all its my 1st time not going to bai nian cos we are in the mdist of a funeral wake. haha.. So, we kinda loss the concentration level liao.. hmm.. hopefully can sleep back after cremation on Sat before we 'chiong' again for work on Monday. wow, like no rest at all.. haha.. No choice la..
2nd Loss: Handphone loss.. Yes Hubby lost his mobile phone hours ago when we went back in a cab after shou-ing our 2 ye.. Like what i said earlier on.. no concentration level.. also plus very tired.. no wonder he didnt notice much abt his mobile phone. Cant blame him.. :I But its kinda quite bad for us.. Not only his grandma passed away 2 days before CNY, we are also there to shou ye for 2 nights.. not a lot but its definitely not easy cos its freezing in the middle of the nigth.. (we almost freeze to death for 2 nights! haha thank God we are still alive! :P) .. so on top of these, no sleep, no grandma, no new year celebrations.. in the end, no more phone. :( Why?? Why like that? By the time we realised, its 7am in the morning and we suppose to get ready to sleep but cant sleep.. we kept quiet for quite sometime.. i didnt know what to say.. just zip up my mouth.. cos i know its not the correct time to say even anything then. But he was still ok.. strong i must say... after a while, he calm himself down and we went to sleep. Confirm we know he will not get back the phone liao.. few hrs later when i woke up, he came over to kiss me and he was kinda smiling again... I asked him abt the phone and he said " no more le, never mind la.." i thought to myself... "wow, he is really sth man! after all these, he can still smile and stay positive.. if its me.. i would have 'fa pi qi' liao.. haha..
3rd Loss: Loss of interest to even make up and go out during this festive season.. Tell you a secret.. after 2 tough nights, we decided to go out and have some fun with our friends.. but hor, just the tot of seeing everyone nicely dressed up to go out, make me loss interest to go out.. haha.. Cos in moment like this, how to have the mood to still dress up and put make up and go out?? BUT, we are deprive( i think).. so, we will still go out and have some fun bah.. hehe.. to get some CNY atmposphere too.. hee..
Anyway, after all these that had happned in such short time, I STILL know that God is in control. There must be a reason for all these that had happned. No blaming on God, no blaming on ourselves, but remain thankful to Him in the middle of all these.
God I love You... :P
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