A time i will never forget

At this point of time, i am still sick, and its been almost a week le.

Besides chicken pox, which i had when i was in Pri 5 and that took me 2 weeks plus to recover, this is the next one i will never forget (i guess). I have never been so sick in my life and for so long! And its not some BIG sickness or illness, just normal flu, sore throat, etc. Oh, by the way 2 doctors cofnirmed that its not H1N1, so... hee... dont worry.. :)

3rd Jul : Woke up with a bit of sore throat. I just didnt feel well, but still went to work in the PM. Had my usual Make Up Class at nite too.

4th Jul : Woke up with 'bad-er' sore throat and head-ache. I had to visit my gynea that day, so Mk and i set off in the AM to Gleneagles.

After the visit, we decided to head to JP to buy some stuff for my pregnancy use and
then he will cook dinner that day too. After buying my preggy use stuff, we went to NTUC and (i think) i caught some flu virus there (or maybe the flu is alrdy in me. It just 'explodes' at that time, ha). I start to have blocked nose... By the time i finished my dinner, i was alrdy not feeling well.

5th Jul : Svc that week was 2 pm for our zone, so we get to sleep in a little more. I was also suppose to be meeting my cg at 11am ay Changi Airport for brunch before svc. When i woke up that day, i am very certain that i had fall sick. Quickly msg-ed WQ to tell him i am not well, so will not be joining at 11am.

Rest a while more, but woke up feeling worst. Nonetheless, i went to brush teeth, and get ready to changed and put on make up (weekly svc routine) :) ). But even as i was just doing all these, i know in my heart that i had really fallen sick. Quite sick in fact. Mk suggested that i rest at home, which i think probably its wise to do so too.

He brought me to the nearest clinic open to see doc, BUT...... we reached there at 12.25pm, doc just left for the day! The next consultation hours is 5pm! I stood there, and the feeling is like i am abt to die le and you tell me doc left for the day and ask em come back at 5pm?? Like i can wait til 5pm?? sigh...

No choice... we went home, i drank lotsa water and took a nap. MK helped to msg-ed Victor and WQ that i am sick and will not be attending svc that day. Its acty (hor), my first time in my whole lifetime missing church becos i am sick! Wow... The feeling is weird, but then honestly speaking, i know my body cant take it anymore and badly need good medicine to fight and it needs REST.

So i slept from 1plus til 5.30pm. Woke up feeling really bad... BAD la. I badly need to see doctor. I badly need MK to come back to bring me to clinic... Went to see doctor at 7plus. Doctor didnt say its H1N1, so thank God. Hee... only gave 1 day MC ( i alrdy knew i wun be well with just ONE DAY MC lor.)

6th Jul : Well, turned out to be true. Monday was worst. Asked MK and you will know. My mucus was like green and with blood stains. I have never had so much muscus in my life until i used up 1 toilet roll and (i think, 3 boxes of tissue!). The mucus was never ending one... and my nose were both soo blocked until my lips were so dry...

7th Jul : I woke up crying, becos i dun see/feel that that is any improvement whatsoever. I was dishearten acty. Then, we changed doctor (the one tt open on weekdays but i trust her more acty... ). She gave another dose of medicine (good for preggy woman) and gave me 2 more days of MC.

8th Jul : Felt slightly better and went to work in the PM. Bad choice maybe. By evening time, i was so tired and sick. I slept with air con on for first time after 2 days.

9th Jul : I woke up feeling worst.. but went to work still. Also bad choice. Why bad choice, becos i realsied when we are sick, esp bad flu, and if haven fully or at least 90% recovered, dont go to places with aircon. it will make things worst! By this time i realised that my mucus was much more, all green, throat even more sore and my phlegm got more too. Cough also got worst! By the time i end work, i really cant make it to CGM le. So i missed CGM. :(

10th Jul : Woke up and msg my boss telling her that i think my body is very weak and badly need rest so i took a day off. I then start to develop a formula for myself... All i want to do is to eat my meals, take medicine and then sleep again. and repeat this cycle for the whole day. I DONT BELIEVE I WONT GET WELL. Laid hands on myself to claim God's healing eachtime i am abt to sleep.

After each nap, i felt better. Thank God! Finally i feel that there is improvements! :)

11th Jul : TODAY, i woke up feeling much better laioz!! yeah! Finally after nearly a week, i finally feel that there is improvements! :) Nose not blocked, but still flu... still got a lot of mucus acty.... cough decreased, phlegm still there though. Oh but i kinda lost my voice... so i cant really talk... i can only whisper.. haha...

So, like what i've said, this will be a time i will never forget... Where got ppl normal flu, cough and need more than 1week to get well? ai yo.. faint.

I really dont wanna fall sick ANYMORE. Its a terrible experience acty... I acty asked MK if there is anyone tt die just becos of bad flu... Cause i thought what if i end up like dat?? haha... Ok too neg.

But then, thank God for MK who took care of me all these while. :) Love you dear. :)

And thank God for God. His strength and encouragements.... i will hold on to them. :)

Pls pray for me for 100% speedy recovery bah! Thanks! :P