Preparing for the BIG day...

well, not mine of cos. :)

Its for my hubby's buddy's wedding! This Saturday.

He is one of the brothers while i am helping out as one of the Jie Meis. Dusky Rose was the colour that the ladies are to wear on that day and thankfully, i managed to get the dress as close to the colour as possible! Yay and phew... :P

Anw, a nail voucher from Iputa at Far East Plaza was given to me as birthday pressie early this year. I had wanted to use it for CNY this year but it was fully booked back then. So finally, i have an excuse to use it this time round (before it expires!).

And here is my 2nd soft gel manicure:

Love the pink glitter! Hope it last... doing a lot of household chores nowadays.. :I

And i thot that since i doing mani, might as well pamper myself to do classic pedi too. Love this red too!!

I found out that the boss of Iputa is a Korean. She married a Singaporean many years ago and started this nail salon. The service is quite good but more imptly, the skills of those manicurists are good too! At least better than my 1st soft gel manicure during CNY period. Its quite a lot of difference! If you want, you are highly encouraged to call for appt slot cos their biz are really quite good. Its at Far East Plaza, #05-07, 6735 7073.

As for the dress, i didnt manage to take a nice picture of it yet.. i hope i can upload more pictures after the wedding yah. :P

Oh, and before i go off, i just want to say that this cheesecake from TCC (Suntec outlet) is really yummy! Try it!

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I think i am blessed...


From peeps...



From him...

Thank you guys!

Finally... Thank God..

Yup, finally we see some little signs of breakthrus. I believe all the trustings in God and faithful givings will not come to in vain.

He is surely doing something in the Wong family!

Thank You God. =)

STUCK.

Is there anyone that I can talk to? Have been feeling down recently. Many things happened and I feel that I dont have the free luxury to rest and really relax. From Michela's incident to work stress....

Even when i talk to him about it.. Becos of the many many restrictions and financial obligations caused by me many years ago, I can't go as and when i want.

BUT, i feel really stuck. Last Fri, Big Boss talked about being miserable at work. This word strucked me hard. Miserable? Yes, miserable is THE word to use. I go to work everyday, feeling miserable. At times trying to find excuses or reasons for myself that i shld just just quit... "I cant click with the boss." "I feel lousy working for her." "Oh, she is often so rude." "Different style of working." "Maybe she 'blacklist' me alrdy." ETC...................

But i cant go as and when i want... What would others say? How will Vic and Pst see me? What abt my MIL? My brother?

OR, maybe i shld just ignore how others see me and do what i want?

If i cont working, its not a prb to fulfil our financial obligations, but what shld i do?? Chances are i will not be able to get the same pay (at least) as what i am getting now... Or maybe i 'tong' for another 6 mths (to make it a yr) before i decide to stay or go? BUT, i am worried that i cant survive these 6 mths!

Cc said i am negative... Am i? Maybe i am...

But many times i really dunno what she wants. And becos of her pressing and D personality, i got intimidated and stressed up. I realised that if there is no stress on me, i tend to think better and as a result, perform.

However the situation now is different.. She is putting a lot of stress on me! Her tone, her way of working, her demands, her pace, her 'gan jiong-ness'... sigh...She made me feel really really LOUSY.

I feel really stuck.

God, we often say that we wanna shine for you in the marketplace... but i feel sooooooo lousy about myself. I finally know that my capability level is so LOW. God, pls, HELP me. Turn things ard to be in favour of me, i pray. Intervene and give me lotsa strength to go thru this meanwhile, In Jesus' name i pray.. Amen.

So, is there anyone that i can talk to?