Randoms again....

Sometimes, i struggle to be kind to people, esp those that arent easily loved by others.
Sometimes, i struggle with the thought of 好心没好报.
Many times, when we are good and kind to people, they dont appreciate... its an unreciprocated kindess.
But if you have the love of Jesus, even if the world crucify Him, He still love them. I want to have this kind of love. BIG love.
So, i decided to be good to people, even if its not recognised, even if its unreciprocated (again).

Realised that i have aged.
Recently someone said this to me "You dont even look like 30 lor."
Well, i dont refer to physical, i mean in terms of character and thinking. Maturity doesnt come with age, but with the ability to hold responsibility.
I want to be such person.
Irresponsibility = Immature being.

Many times, it should be personal choice (decision) over time, but we like to choose time over choice.
I choose to be with a friend when he/she needs a friend.
I choose to see to Michela's need almost immediate (if possible) whenever she has a need.
I choose to stay with MK in good times and bad times, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer....
Very often, we can make time, but we choose not to, so the reason we give "Sorry, no time."
If you are desperate, even a minute is precious!

Our leaders, our mentors..
None of us is perfect. When our leaders done sth wrong, we dont correct them, we dont shame them, but pray for them...
Honouring our leaders... always making sure that they look good, always say good things abt them... spend time with them, bless them for they have put in so much time and energy to serve God and for us.
Love them and be loyal to them.
Oh, and listen to their advice for they have walked THAT road before.

So, i 'random' again...
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Anw, i am just gonna give more to God this yr. Not just saying "i wanna give more", but literally giving MORE.

Tithes open gate of heaven, but offering determines the quality of your blessing.
"Unqual amt, equal sacrifice." I am sooooo gonna give to Him more this yr.
Last A & B i sowed $_____, God gave me a baby,
This coming A & B, I'm gonna sow $_____, (God, pls complete the remaining.)

"Pst Kong, wherever the piece of land is gonna be, we are just gonna follow you all the way."
I believe this place is from God.

Tiger Tiger Year.......Wuahaa!! :)

CNY Day 1 - Grey/Pink theme

MK's buddies and partners @ home - CNY Day 2

Very delicious Peng Cai... MIL made this... Yummy! 4 days b4 CNY - Early reunion dinner

Yummy!!

CNY eve - reunion dinner with my family. Realised my dad is skinnier than before... see alrdy, heart pain wor.

CNY eve - Sheryl, Huifang & Beng...

CNY Day 1 - @ parents in law's place...

Yu Shang - Sth that i dont really like... not excited abt it. :I

Lo Hei ah!

CNY Day 2 - Blue/Grey theme

Brother with Michela.. Michela smiled! :)

Does anyone READ your blog?

If you have a blog, ask yourself this "Does anyone read my blog?"

A friend told me before that blogs were originally created so that we can write what we like, what we want, in fact, anything we like there. But it has since become sth that doesnt ONLY belong to the owner... It is sth that is OPEN for everyone and anyone to read. True that you can set your blog to private settings where only your frens have the password to read them, still there are many who dont care a bit and 'allow' any dog and cat to read & comment. :)

Now, blogs have become a channel in which ppl not only 'let off steam', but express their every emotion, feeling and thinking. In a way its good, becos in the society that we are living in, we just cant 'lock' everything up and not let them out...i always believe in open communication.

Who knows, with the very advanced technology, we might have some kind of system or software to communicate in future!

When 30 is only just the beginning.....

Most ladies would 'mute' their age after they hit 30, except me. 30, 30 lor. :)

I finally attended church after a long 1-mth break last Sunday which also was my birthday! What a nice 30th bday pressie for me. :) Many came up to wish me Happy Birthday and out of which, some came as a surprise for me becos i didnt think that they will remember and they did! Some gave hugs too. Thanks guys... Love ya!

I thnk 30 is just the beginning for me, really.

Becos i am 30, i decide to face my imperfection. For those of you that alrdy knew abt it, you will be seeing me wear dresses more often. Will be wearing shorts soon too... all these without leggings! :)

Becos i am 30, i had wanted to get myself a tattoo. Wanted a dove to remind myself that HS is always guiding me and also that i need to be like a dove, having meekness in my life. BUT, in the end, i chicken out the moment i heard the 'zzzzzz' sound outisde the shop! Quite sad, cos i really tot abt it for very very long before i decide to do it. And i took a long time to have the courage to even walk to the shop wor... then in the end, i still chicken out. sighz... but well, at least i tried. :)

Becos i am 30, i want to aim to be a better wife, a better mother, a better, daughter (in-law), a better employee, a better cg leader, a better friend, a better child to God................ a better person.

Becos i am 30, and being in r/s with Him for almost 15 yrs, not only draw me closer with Him, but more in love with Abba Father. Not taking Him for granted definitely, but loving and worshipping Him the way He wants me to. Pleasing Him, not man. God i love You....

So, 30 is just the beginning... many more things to learn, many more rms for improvements and change. many more.... just many more.

Btw, some pics to show for my bday celeb this yr...

My pressies, which are almost all vouchers! Shopping! Weee!

Our gang... love ' em!

Thanks to YP, HF, Mingli, JR, JK, Cheryl, Sheryl, XH, Jeanie, MX, MS, Jianting, some of the N119-ers (this gp surrpised me the most! I didnt thnk they will remember, but they did! Thanks!!) and my beloved W232s (muacks!!!).......

Becos of you guys, I had a Happy Birthday!

On Friday, Mk took me for bday dinner at TGIF @ Heeren. Nice place and service also quite good wor... The staffs and mgr came a few times to ask if the food and everything was fine... not bad.. :)

Part of the deco...

MK & his spareribs. ops...

Me & my chicky & hei bee... hahah.

Aftr dinner, we got one of the staffs there to help us take a pic, so he took the camera and said, "OK, 1, 2, 3 and say Friday!"... So i went 'Friday.'..... Felt so SILLY that i am the only one saying... Thank God its Friday! :P

Thanks Dear for making the effort, taking the time and sparing that energy to not only dine with me at TGIF, but offered to go shopping with me too! I know you were SUPER tired that day but yet you spared that little energy left to shop with me... I love ya!!! Muacks!!