39 weeks

Me at my 39th week of pregnancy....



If u observe carefully, can see the uninvited guest - Stretchmarks.. just right below my pop out belly button.. kekek..
I didnt have that only until recently.. think ard 36 or 37 wk... sigh, so wasted... acty dont have one.. then all of sudden, tummy itchy everynite and then over short span of just 1 wk, the stretchmarks just appear like its free of charge! (oh, its really free anw)

A Xmas Pressie

From hubby!

Wanted to get myself a new HP in Jan... as a bday pressie for myself and a small reward for the things i have done in 2009... After all, my previous Nokia 6500 Slide had been with me for almost 2 yrs.. not very long, but long enuff for me to have reason to get a new HP. *GRIN*

Well, nowadays ppl change HP like they change clothes! My one 6500 Slide = Their 2- 3 iPhone, BB, HTC, and whatever new designs the market has! Gosh...

Anw, close frens would know that i wanted BB curve 8900 for the longest time (since Jan 09), but... due to unforeseen circumstances, didnt managed to get it... However i still thank God that i am able to get Curve 8520... Struggled for quite some time b4 decidng on this one... (Rem that i was choosing bet BB Curve 8900 and Nokia E72?) Oh and i saw E72 yesterday... wow look really nice wor.... felt so tempted to get that... but in the end still chose BB.

Now i cant introudce my newborn as she is still not out yet... but i can at least introduce to you my new hp! haha...

Introducing Blackberry Curve 8520... Ta-da! :)

Ok... i know the design is very the yi-ban (yes it IS), but trust me... very soon you will see the revamp design of it! Me going to buy crystal to zeng me phone.. keke.. ppl zeng their car but i zeng my hp! hahah...

Acty, i also almost wanted to get iPHONE 3GS... but in order to join the BB League (long term can save cost too! keke), i decided to get BB lor... but i have no regrets acty... Read from forum on the review of this phone and i think it suits me perfectly! It says this phone is suitable for those who are new to BB hps and on budget (oh yes, its cfm me! haha), cos the function is not too complicated... pretty basic which is so me lor.. hee... so i cfm that this must be a 'revelation from God!' lolz...

Will try to quickly zeng up my hp and post pic here (if baby gal haven come out yet)! :)

Also, thank you dear for my early xmas pressie.... yours is coming soon... the day she comes out is the day i present your xmas('09), bday('09), anni('10) and vday('10) pressie to you! hahah...

Recent Make Up addtions

Was really happy to have accidentally saw this website that sells really cheap stuff and most of them are recommendations from Nu Ren Wo Zhui Da... Cheap and a lot of variety!

Eyeshadow Palette, Falsies Adhesive Glue and Loose Powder...


1) Palgantong Make Up Theatrical Powder - Was introduced by my make up teacher and i love it! It can make your face smaller.. hee.. and very smooth result after applying... When i saw this on the website, i almost went crazy! immediately ordered 2! haha.. yay!



2) Eyeshow Palette - got 48 different colours! sooooo exciting wor!! hahah... can use for my make up biz as well as personal use! yippie!!




Recommended website : www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com

I woke up thinking abt her....

Once again, another post dedicated to her. The last one was last year i think.
Yesterday went to visit Angeline and her baby gal and her mum was there too. Auntie specially fly down from China to take care of her and Fayth. She was very concern abt Angeline. Was always busy making sure her daugther has enuff rest, eat and drink well, is comfy and not in pain.

When i saw that, i was very touched by her mum's every action. A little envy i must say... haha. Becos this will only come from the mother herself and no one else... not even the mother in law or at times, the hubby. Ops. haha..

Actually, in the beginning of my pregnancy, i yearn for such care and concern and guidance but, i know that i will never get. That no matter how caring and concern others are to me, it will never be the same as your own mother's love. In fact, in the beginning, i was very lost, i didnt know what to eat, what not to take, wat to avoid, etc... None to guide, not even my father.

During that time, i missed her terrribly. Altho heard that PIL kept asking if i was doing fine then, but it was still very different.

Throut the preggy journey, i will miss her here and there... hoping that she can be here to guide me and care abt me... some times, i cant sleep, cos i was thinking abt her... some time i will wake up, and think of those times where she buy bf for me, nag at me, wash clothes for me, etc...

Even if i share this with ppl, they will only listen and not really understand how i feel, not even MK, let alone frens.

During my ML, many times i wanted to go down to her tablet in Bedok Temple and let know her that i am going to deliver soon and that if she is still alive,she will become a grandmother soon too.... but i do not believe in talking to the dead. I can only hold her deep down in my heart and memories. Sometimes i really wanna tell her many many things, but i know i cant do it.

I wanna tell her all the good and bad things that i was going thru as a preggy woman. The morning sickness, the cramps, the pains here and there, and many many more... Cos i know she will understand. i know tt she will guide me and advice me to do this and not to do that if she is still alive.

I know that there is always a reason for things to happen to ppl. There is surely a reason why she left us that early. If she is still here, she will be 60 next yr..Wow...

Even as i am going to deliver anytime, i will very often think of her and how i wish that she can be there with me, to experience the joy of becoming a grandmother.

I felt this way too on my wedding day.

So... i woke up today, thinking of her, and i miss her.

Wo hen xiang nian ni leh mummy...